Darling accompany me with my studies yesterday night, was doing last minute revising for my accounting paper and we both slept around 4 am wor.. so super tired..
This morning i woke up super early (9am, actually still considered late) to continue my studies. Before getting started, while darling is making breakfast for me (fish/beef burger), i saw someone's blog.
I don't know why would anyone change so much and keep pushing all the blame to me?? Most of us have our own financial problem, not only you yourself. You are not the only person in need of money and whats more i am only taking back whats mine!! I really no choice that's why i wanna get it back from you. You always wanted people to understand you, wanted people to be nice to you, but did you ever go and understand others situation? The answer is 'NO', you never, never ever. Not everyone is like you to pour out all your troubles/problems/burdens to others and to get their sympathy and help?!?
Actually is you yourself whowanna start this war with me, remember what you said to me? You said: 'i don't even owe you anything'. It's fine with me, since you don't wanna owe me anything so i just take back all the things i have with you. Doesnt that help in satisfying the 'i don't owe you anything' condition? I am only doing what you wanted and now our distance is getting further and further apart, further and further each day. Please think it over, if i don't treat you as a friend, would i always (most of the time) be there for you to go out when you sad, lonely all these? Anyway everything now is past, what happened already did. Just go ahead and push all the blame to me, its not as if its the first time you are doing this! I am used to it anyways... Lastly, all the best to you, hope all the friends that you have now wouldn't keep asking you back any single thing that you owe them.