I never knew you were such a good friend, didnt even knew you had such a big network of friends ( i think 5 fingers would be enough). Yes i am young but i am true to myself and i do not make stories up just to make people sympathize me and side me. Just look at how you write your blog and you dare say i am childish, you are hitting yourself on your head. Just go and tell everyone who i am, i am not the one making up stories and i can face up to whatever sh*t you throw at me.
I don't need such a 'FRIEND' anyway, up til now i still don't understand how i can tolerate you for so long.

P.S. Anyway nice try for self posting all the post in the tagboard, no one will believe whatever sh*t that is in your tagboard.Whatever outsider said is true: 'The one who is in wrong should know it he/herself, believe in KARMA,sleep well at night do not get frightened when the door slam as only the guilty party will know.. '
FYI, every night her boyfriend had to accompany til she fall asleep. What a joke!

Wow! I never knew i had a TCS actress as my friend!! She really does capture audiences hearts and sympathies.
Who was the jealous party in the first place. Hmm.. let me think; 1) Wah! you got so many people buying things for you i.e. purple gold pendent and earrings, diamond ring etc 2) School fees paid by other people 3) Everyday having free transport to & fro work 4) People treating you to drinks and food 5) Someone sending you home from play 6) Someone waiting for you at home. Just too many things i cannot remember, sigh..
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Chapter 1
Oh and regarding the chalet incident, i told you face to face the date i will be going down but you just did not pay any attention to me. I sms you on that day and you replied that there was no one at the chalet to open the door for me because all of you went to Loyang K box (Since when Loyang got K box?? Thought was party world??). Oh, what are friends for when you didn't even invite me to "K box" (you can just asked me along). After all these happened, we quarrelled and you told me you do not OWE ME ANYTHING!!! But in actual fact you did owe me things, and i was only trying to make that fact come true for you by asking you to return those things you OWE to me. I say again, you are not the only one in such a SAD state.

Chapter 2
What did i hear about giving and taking with friends? Am i hearing it correct? Let me back track somemore into the past...
Remember Alson? Your poor poor ex-boyfriend, whom you had buying you a LV bag(ORIGINAL) and borrowed money from his friend just to satisfy your selfish needs of having a solitare ring, wasn't he good to you? You had to have an affair with someone name Hafids (sorry didnt mean to drag him and the other guys into the story), even after i gave you my advice you still went ahead. With someone you had known for only a few months? After Hafids come along Aylwin. You told me he and you wanted to get married and how much both he and you loved each other (I did tell you about his character but you insisted on it) in the end another broken heart (your quote>). I say again, I WARNED YOU ABOUT HIM! You even used me to drag Alson (reminder Alson=Ex, yes he went down looking for her!) down to MU just to aggravate him using Aylwin, so much of a good friend right? You don't even cherish what you have, who are you to give and take? From what i see, you only TAKE peoples' kindness for granted!
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Chapter 3
Although sometimes i neglect Terry, i will feel guilty and will make up with him after everything. I do not just turn away and keep walking like what you do to others. Even after i have Terry have i neglected you? Even when i go out with Alvin, have i asked you along without asking you to pay anything? I have even asked Alvin to pick you up from your workplace and send you back even though he do not like you!
When have i ever left you out of the good stuffs/times? I treated you as a very good friend of mine, but what i get from you is sh*t. I even promised you that i will not neglect you when i am attached, i did what i promised. But you are different, after entering a relationship i am nothing to you at all anymore.

Chapter 4
I don't think you remembered correctly, and i quote
<<2gether..send>>
They were talking about me and not you, because i am the person sending you home everytime from the past til before you were with your current BF. See how you keep wearing my shoes, how you use me? I have known you since secondary one, that is like about 9 years. I know you inside out. Please stop acting and seeking sympathies from others.
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What did you do ???

Anyway, those of you interested parties who wanna check out what's going on.. Please visit the blog at http://www.bfairytale.blogspot.com

There is still so much left unsaid and i do not wish to elaborate further.

P.S. Ger do not act noble, others might not say it out to you but they can feel it.

Darling accompany me with my studies yesterday night, was doing last minute revising for my accounting paper and we both slept around 4 am wor.. so super tired..
This morning i woke up super early (9am, actually still considered late) to continue my studies. Before getting started, while darling is making breakfast for me (fish/beef burger), i saw someone's blog.
I don't know why would anyone change so much and keep pushing all the blame to me?? Most of us have our own financial problem, not only you yourself. You are not the only person in need of money and whats more i am only taking back whats mine!! I really no choice that's why i wanna get it back from you. You always wanted people to understand you, wanted people to be nice to you, but did you ever go and understand others situation? The answer is 'NO', you never, never ever. Not everyone is like you to pour out all your troubles/problems/burdens to others and to get their sympathy and help?!?
Actually is you yourself whowanna start this war with me, remember what you said to me? You said: 'i don't even owe you anything'. It's fine with me, since you don't wanna owe me anything so i just take back all the things i have with you. Doesnt that help in satisfying the 'i don't owe you anything' condition? I am only doing what you wanted and now our distance is getting further and further apart, further and further each day. Please think it over, if i don't treat you as a friend, would i always (most of the time) be there for you to go out when you sad, lonely all these? Anyway everything now is past, what happened already did. Just go ahead and push all the blame to me, its not as if its the first time you are doing this! I am used to it anyways... Lastly, all the best to you, hope all the friends that you have now wouldn't keep asking you back any single thing that you owe them.

Yesterday after work instead of going see doctor, darling and me walk all the way from my office building (keypoint building) to bugis, just to have steamboat. We spent 2hrs there eating and after eating, we went to parco bugis junction to shop. Went into body shop and darling bought me things that i want. *happy* After shpping, we took a train home.
Don't really remember what happen last night before i sleep, but i know i go sleep is because i angry darling. This few days darling like keep making me angry like that, cause mostly is i too angry with him then i go sleep want.

Today i wake up at 11am because i on leave, no need to go work. Long time never sleep so well and til so late, very shiok arg! Had chicken rice for my first meal, but is actually 12++pm already, for anyone is lunch, but is my breakfast loh. Promise darling that i'll study hard because yesterday i saw a pen very nice (which cost $8) and i ask darling to buy/get for me if i can get an 'A' for accounting. That is to motive me to study hard because there's presents/prizes for me if i pass with flying colours. Who knows, my that dearly darling just told me that: "aiya, as long as you'll pass i''ll just get it for you." He's always, forever so kind-hearted, and like adoring me. What i want he just wanna fulfill it and let me have the best of the best. I'm so fortunate, just like a little princess, so good life i have. *wink* Although now darling is asking me to quit my bad habit of taking cab, save this and that, (as we're going to save for our marriage) but as long as it's not useless thing, darling still allows me to buy. Think i got to stop writing here and just get myself go study. **Darling, i love you so muchie, muacks** Lastly, i wish myself all the best in my exams and hope i can pass with flying colour. I don't wanna be a loser, I wanna be a successful person.^God Bless^

Haven been filling in my entries for the past one week. I've been busy studying for my 1st communication skill paper on monday, 6/11/2006. Now, i got to prepare well for my next coming accounting paper on friday, 10/11/2006. Til now, i still haven get it started. *die*

Anyway back to summary of my programme last weekend: On saturday, i met up with my 2 best friend, Yinling and Huiling to David's (our senior in Seconday School) chalet at downtown east. Then after the chalet, darling brought me out with his friends to Nancy's pub (Sexi bar). As for on sunday, mummy, daddy, darling and me went to kallang theather to watch baby perform.

This morning i saw Judy on bus (but is she call me). After alighting, we just walked on our own. We seems to be like stranger, cause if in the past we sure will to have lots of thing to talk about. Distance between me and her was like further and further, and that's like it's the ending for our long term friendship.

Tonight i going to see chinese doctor for my hand again. Write in again.